Passion and Pursuit

 Last night as I worshiped,  God stepped in the room.  His presence was so strong that I began to weep, it was as if He had come in and put His arms around me and said , "Let it go, right here on my shoulder" As I cried, every negative feeling that I felt over the past few weeks subsided. Feelings so negative I prefer not to express what they were.  It was a trying and emotional roller coaster sort of experience.  Some days I was rationale other days very irrational. It was a situation that I had brought on myself but, I still felt wronged. I would often hear His still small voice. "It could be worse" " You can't blame anyone for this"  "You did this." When God speaks it is good to simply listen and quickly obey Him.  Oh had I just listened to Him. One year ago I had gone through a very unsettling experience and I remember God saying to me, " "Do not react, do not say a word" "This is exactly what t...

It's 12:31 AM and I can't sleep, my six year old is wide awake, he is speaking and doing things to make me laugh.  Just when I was having a low moment he sat on the bed with his arms in a meditation yoga pose, I couldn't help but crack up.   I welcome his jokes. Why can't I go to sleep?  I am feeling the heavy weight of guilt. I just need to be released from this guilt that I feel right now.  So I proceed to writing as it always help me to channel my feelings into a blog post and I log into Sound Cloud and I look up some songs, and as usual there's a relevant song to minister  to your needs.  Here's what God ministered to me through these singers.   James Fortune and Fiya and Fred Hammond So I am grateful and will continue to hold on. When you are at you highest He is there, when you are at your lowest he is also there.  God's love is unconditional, never failing and even when you have made a complete mess of things He is always ...